I am not one of those pregnant women who do pregnancy with such grace and poise that I make being pregnant look like a wonderful occasion. I don't feel beautiful, and I don't feel like I have a "glow" about me. In fact, I feel the opposite. By my 25th week, maybe sooner, I will feel hijacked. Now, don't get me wrong...I love the fact that I am going to have a baby, and I can hardly contain my excitement about it, but I would rather be pregnant for 4 weeks instead of 40. Nausea, hunger, weight gain, sore boobs, back, legs and feet aren't really my cup of tea. Mostly, my unbelievable mood swings aren't my cup of tea either. I am sometimes shocked at my insane reactions to the smallest of things....and it has me questioning myself and my thinking...and with that questioning, I find my reaction somehow justifiable, which in turn has me questioning my justifications...you get the idea. It's freakin' crazy! With that being said, please please please be aware...I am extremely hormonal, emotional and sensitive. I have the propensity to bite your head off one second, spit it back out, try to put it back on, and hug you as soon as I am done....crying uncontrollably throughout. Nuff bout that.
This was a justifiable reason to cry today:
Yes, I cried. My baby girl is growing up so fast. It's frightening. I cannot believe that she is at prom right now as I am writing this blog. I am proud of her....and I think she has herself a good cowboy. I may be biased but I think she is absolutely gorgeous.
1 comment:
I love the matching boots! Your daughter is most definitely a beauty! As for the justification-- you're pregnant, and people are SUPER DUPER annoying when you're pregnant. Or at least, when I was pregnant (both times) people were super duper annoying. Even people I like, and ESPECIALLY people I love. :) Just hang in there! Hopefully the 7 remaining months will fly by!
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